It’s been three years,
it still hurts and not a day goes by that I don’t think about you
we miss you,
I hate that you are missing out on so much of our lives,
I hate that we can never hear your voice again, see you smile
I finally realised that the grief was making me sick,
I worried about getting sick or even worse seeing someone else I love get sick
I’m not doing that anymore,
I know you wouldn’t want me to
I am living and loving every minute now,
the good bits and the bad bits
all because I have my favourite people in the world around me
all of them except one
I miss you dad
I needed to write this
You know every so often it gets a bit messy around here.
I always try to keep it pretty for you, I don’t want you to come over and feel down.
I want you to enjoy your visit and leave smiling, leave hungry, or even leave inspired.
I guessed August wouldn’t be a great month, I knew the reason but it didn’t make it any easier
it has been a bad weekend, it will be a bad day tomorrow
Thank you for the votes and the sweetness, I really have felt speechless and emotional with all your beautiful words, emails and love.
Right now I am supposed to be writing a post for Kidspot and Ford and telling you about “what drives me…”
Well, it’s just so hard, it’s one of those things where it is a conflict of heart and I have absolutely nothing against people that do advertising on their blogs, but it simply isn’t me.
I feel like I have been hiding this last week, peeking a little into your lives yet not sharing any of my life with you.
Mothers day went by and I felt a little sad. A little part of me wanted my dad to see what a great mum I am or one that I hoped to be.
It’s strange but I just missed him so much, I thought I was dealing with the grief and all of a sudden it just came flooding back.
Sorry, I don’t have many words this week but I invite you for a cup of tea and a glimpse at a few things we’ve been up to
mother’s day heart pillow for my mum
mother’s day heart pillow for my little sis
toy picnic using vintage picnic set in a suitcase found on the nature strip
op shopping with my little guy
hanging out with my little assistant
making birthday cakes
Enjoy a cupcake and see you soon friends and if you feel like voting, please pop round here