Just no colour

I guessed August wouldn’t be a great month, I knew the reason but it didn’t make it any easier

it has been a bad weekend, it will be a bad day tomorrow

you know when your body just gets so tired and even the littlest of colds hangs around for a third week 
you know when you have so much to do but mentally it’s one of those mountains that you just can’t climb…not now…maybe next week…or the week after

you know when little things upset you or make you break down in tears

you know when things aren’t fun, there’s no colour, no photos, no cakes, no smile, just being, just doing, just…

this week I am just breathing, there’s no colour, just routine,
I am just here…. ♥